I think back and remember that summer,
It was the best summer I’d ever had.
Everything was so much fun,
Full of laughter and friends.

I had the best group of friends,
Who were so close and could tell each other anything.
We spent endless amounts of hours on the phone,
We were at the pool almost every day just talking.

But then one day everything changed,
Two other girls came into the mix.
Maybe he saw something in them I don’t know,
But slowly but surely I started to loose him.

He stopped calling as much as he used to,
Before I knew it the calls stopped all together.
He assured me that he wouldn’t be going anywhere,
We were like brother and sister he said.

I believed him for a while,
But then my faith started to slip.
I wanted to keep believing,
But after a while it seemed almost impossible.

He turned into someone I didn’t even know,
Someone who thought he was better then me.
Maybe that’s not it I don’t know,
But how could I know you just disappeared.

Disappeared from the tight friendship we had built that summer,
From people who had your back unconditionally.
That cared about you more then you’ll ever know,
Maybe more then we should’ve, or even wanted to.

As the summer ended I became angry,
Angry at you to how you could just leave.
When I’d spent all those times sticking up for you,
Telling you things I could tell no one else.

The summer has ended now and school has started,
I see you in the halls and wait for you to say hi.
You do every once and awhile but not like it should be,
You’ve still got your new friends at least.

Now your even more then friends with one of them,
It looks like your happy and I’m glad.
Because I want you to be, you deserve it,
I just wish you could be happy like you were that summer.

You say you didn’t mean it,
That it wasn’t supposed to end like this.
I want to believe you, I really do,
Everyone makes mistakes right?

I just want you to know I’m not mad,
It’s something more then madness.
Its sadness, sadness that I know your gone,
Away from me and from the friendship we had.

But as a tear runs down my face,
I just think of that summer.
How good it was for me,
Maybe even for you.

If I could I would even do it again,
That’s how much it meant to me.
There’s only one thing I would change,
And that’s the way it ended.

 
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