Couldn't you try to hear me?
Could you at least try to lit near me?
Will your spirit forever dance in me?
If not I will hide in these lies.
I belong to nobody.

Underneath every inch of my skin.
Your control and envy remain within.
-And kill me.
But I can't take it, no, not again.
I matter to nobody.

And every time I try to scream to you.
Hate chokes me and I die for you.
It always feels the same.

And I'd kill myself for a single day.
If only I could hear him say, "I loved you."
But the trick is on me.
I matter to nobody.

So don't try to kill me now.
Because I always, somehow, find my way out.
I seem to come and go, from cradle to casket.
They rock the cradle and slowly they latch it.
Will I ever belong to somebody?

I will go under one more time.
I cannot handle my hating, my crying.
Was it worth it?
Though my body will be living and dying.
I know I am longed for by nobody.

And it's not like I never tried.
I'm honest then I lied.
But there is a truth I know.
I belong to nobody.

My hate keeps choking me
Take me back to nobody.

 
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