From My Eyes

The fretfulness, you’re never far away but I’m alone

It’s torture, so close that I can’t touch you, out of reach

I miss the way your passion once engulfed me…no swallowed me.

When I had nothing left you gave me breath.

Rejuvenated life from bitter depths

It’s cold; it’s...so...cold, so cold my tears would freeze before they fell.


The ice is flowing through my veins, I’m fading out

I miss you, I love you, I need you, and I want you, only you

No one else could do, you thaw the frost.

You’re there to pick me up I fall apart

You solve my puzzle every time and riddle me again

I need your warmth.

Your love is the ardent flame that melts me in cold winter storms

Maybe I don’t tell you how much you mean to me enough. Maybe I do too much.

Maybe I just don’t say it the right way, or at the right time.

Maybe the time is never sufficient and I can never get enough of you

You don’t see the pain I feel it’s buried, hidden well

Inside I’m screaming, begging, on my knees and pleading for your love

Yes I am hurting, more than I will ever show, or even I could know.

But I am still here. I will always be here. Here for you

And for certain, the one thing I will always do, is truly deeply love you.
 
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