It was my birthday.
How could you do that?
Hurting your own flesh and blood.

You say im the only reason your alive,
then you treat me like that.

You got drunk on my birthday.
Its not a new thing,
but god it hurts.

My freinds were there.
And you hit me.
God i was terrified.

You tried to kill yourself,
not a new thing.

Subjecting my freinds to my life,
the truth behind it.
I could never forgive you.

I couldnt stop crying.
It hurt so bad.

Trying to help you,
putting myself in harms way.

You took off on a bike,
thank god grandma didnt give you the keys.
Thats a first.

Got in a fight with the neighbors.
You were arrested.

I felt so relieved,
at least now i knew you were safe.

Gone for a few days,
ripping my heart out.

Its never gonna end.
You will never change.

14 years now ive lived with this.
I miss having a mom.








 
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