here it comes again
the pain,

the stench,

the mess,

the stress,

tightened muscles

killing me now,

i wish i was dead

then maybe the pain would stop

but pain is temporary and suicide isnt.

i toughed it out,

it was at touch and go,

im grateful i lived through that

even though the pain hurts me so.

that knot in my tummy returns in a sec.

feeling my inerds screaming as they shoot through my chest

im done for now, but i know many will follow

maybe ill be fine by tommorow?


 
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