Last night i read the letters you wrote
every lasting love, honestly and affection were the words you spoke
Last night i wanted to cry and although my head and heart was screaming my
eyes were dry
god knows i love you or who i thought you were, but i am not about to kid
myself any longer
cause it hurts to much to cry

i cried when you cheated on me, but somewhere i found the love to forgive,
believe that it would never happened again
i cried when you ignored me, being busy was what you said when you left me
alone night after night again
i cried when you got that bitch pregnant, and i guess that when that part of
me died
i tried to trust you again, but it hurts to much to try
i have cried so much i can no longer cry...
when its so hard to love , when it hurts so much, i really don't want
to try.
 
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