Our love together was really great, now too long has made it hate. I'm
confused I dont know what to do, we were just like glue. We we together for
so long, and now all I can think about is that you're gone. Too many
mistakes happened to us, so our relationship got hit by the bus. We only
have ourselves now, it was your entire fault and dont ask me how. You know
you did me wrong and cheated on me, didnt care what we had become to be. I
loved you too much just to let you go, so when i found out all i could say
was so. I realized that you never did care. That it was all just a simple
dare. It hurt so much i cried and cried. Finding out that you lied and lied.
Still, i couldnt hate you yet, even through the whole bet. I dont know why,
all i wanted to do was die. Then the day came when everything changed,
someone was about to get hanged.She was tall and slim, and went by the name
Kim. Blonde hair to her shoulder, was what i saw when i grabbed the boulder.
He shuts the door and kisses her gently, it looked like it was so heavenly.
I hated the way it was her and not me, I loved him still cant he see? The
lights are dim as I came in. Not a trace of sound did i make, I didnt want
him to know i was awake. By the looks of her she was fake, I didnt know how
much more I could take. I put down the boulder and picked up the gun. Then
to get his attention I called him and said " hun." With a quick
jump he got up, I pushed him down that made a sound of plump, Kim screamed
and tried to run for it, I pointed my gun and said trick sit!She did what
she was told and sat down, it was their turn to be put in the ground. He
tried to fix things and say sorry, but i laughed because i was having a
party. He said he loved me and didnt care about her, I told him to shut up
and dont even stir. I told him I loved him, and would of done anything for
him. That he ruined that chance, by giving her just one glance. That he
stayed with me as something funny. Now im raising from my grave, to do one
last thing and be brave. I gave one last smile and a wave,it would take a
miracle for them to be saved. Then that miracle came, as Kim took out her
knife on me. She stabbed me in the stomach making me bleed. She took out the
knife and stuck it in me again, I thought this was the final end. I told
myself I needed revenge, or else i would never be cleansed. I pointed the
gun at her head and pulled the trigger and that was her final end. I was
shocked to see myself still alive, thinking it was mostly all my pride. With
all my anger i took one last shot, hit him dead in the heart, which looked
like a dot. I fell to the floor thinking this is the end, aint no one here
to help me mend. It's getting pretty blurry now, i cant see much. Too
add things on, im loosing the feel of touch. I cant think now, I know im
fading away, heading towards the heavens is where i'll stay. God,
forgive me for the harm i've done, please believe me it was not for
fun. He deserved it God, you know he did. It's in the ten commandments
not to sin. No one should kill either, but it was self-defense. I wasnt
going to let her stab me while i was playing offense. Please forgive me i
was in pain, even thought its still no excuse for what i've gained. Two
sould have i took from life, but at a cost because i was going to be his
wife. Please forgive me i know i was wrong, please God because i dont have
long. No one should go through this pain, happiness is what we should gain.
The next thing i know im breathing again, knowing i got another chance to
make my own end.
*Amanda*
 
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