THIS POEM IS AN EFFORT TO EXTINQUISH THE TORCH THAT I'VE CARRIED FOR
YOU MOST OF MY LIFE. THIS POEM IS IN AN EFFORT TO EXTERMINATE THE THOUGHTS
THAT CROWD MY MIND. THE THOUGHTS THAT HAVE THEIR OWN CYCLE,
THEY AUTOMATICALLY KICK IN JUST OF THE TIME I SHOULD BE STRONG. THE
THOUGHTS THAT TAKE ME TO FAR AWAY FARY TALE LANDS OF THOUGHTS OF THE MOMENT
WHEN YOU TELL ME I'M READY TO BE THE MAN I KNOW YOU CAN BE. MARRIAGE
AND FINISH A FAMILY THAT STARTED LONG AGO. THE THOUGHTS OF DAY DREAMS OF THE
MOMENT
YOU'D TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WITHOUT A MOTIVE IN YOUR
EYES. THE THOUGHTS OF THE TIME YOU WILL GIVE OF
YOURSELF WITHOUT THE HOPES OF GETTING "JUST THIS ONE THING" IN
RETURN. THE TIME WHEN I CAN SAY "NO" AND NOT END UP SAYING
"YES, YES, OH YES." THIS POEM IS AN EFFORT TO EXPUNGE MY RECORD
WITH YOU. ERASE THE FACT THAT YOU EXISTED IN MY ROMANTIC LIFE,
BUT NOT THE FACT THAT YOU HELPED CREATE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ADDITION TO MY
VERY EXISTENCE. THIS POEM IS AN EFFORT TO EXONERATE ME OF THE BURDEN OF HOPE
BEYOND HOPE EVEN IN THE MOST SELF-ESTEEM ROBBING
OF SITUATIONS. TO FREE ME
FROM THE LOVE STRONG ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF US.
THIS POEM IS THE KEY TO MY FREEDOM FROM THE CONSTANT CYCLE OF
LOVING-CRUSHING
DISAPOINTMENT-RESENTMENT-SELF-DOUBT-FANTASY
-LOVING...TO END EATING REJECTION AND DRINKING DECEIT. TO END THE THOUGHTS
OF FINDING A PLACE IN MY HEART THAT HASN'T BEEN
GROUND UP AND SPIT OUT BY YOU. TERMINATING THE WILL TO KEEP TRYING TO WIN A
LOSING
BATTLE FOR LOVE, RESPECT AND ACCEPTANCE. WITHOUT
YOUR PERMISSION OR APPROVAL THIS POEM WILL SEND
THOSE THOUGHTS RIGHT BACK
TO YOU.
GOOD LUCK

 
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