THIS POEM IS AN EFFORT TO EXTINGUISH THE TORCH THAT I'VE CARRIED FOR
YOU MOST OF MY LIFE. THIS POEM IS IN AN EFFORT TO EXTERMINATE
THE THOUGHTS THAT CROWD MY MIND. THE THOUGHTS THAT HAVE THEIR OWN CYCLE,
THEY AUTOMATICALLY KICK IN JUST THE TIME I SHOULD BE STRONG. THE THOUGHTS
THAT TAKE ME TO FAR AWAY FAIRY TALE LANDS OF THOUGHTS OF
THE MOMENT WHEN YOU TELL ME I'M READY TO BE THE MAN I KNOW YOU CAN BE.
THE
THOUGHTS OF MARRIAGE AND FINISHING A FAMILY THAT STARTED LONG AGO. THE
THOUGHTS OF DAY DREAMS OF THE MOMENT YOU'D TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WITHOUT
A
MOTIVE IN YOUR EYES. THE THOUGHTS OF THE TIME
YOU WILL GIVE OF YOURSELF WITHOUT THE HOPES
OF GETTING "JUST THIS ONE THING" IN RETURN. THE TIME WHEN I CAN
SAY "NO" AND NOT
END UP SAYING "YES, YES, OH YES." THIS POEM IS AN
EFFORT TO EXPUNGE MY RECORD WITH YOU. ERASE
THE FACT THAT YOU EXISTED IN MY ROMANTIC LIFE, BUT NOT THE FACT THAT YOU
HELPED CREATE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ADDITION TO MY VERY EXISTENCE.
THIS POEM IS AN EFFORT TO EXONERATE ME OF THE
BURDEN OF HOPES BEYOND HOPE EVEN IN THE MOST
SELF-ESTEEM ROBBING OF
SITUATIONS. TO FREE ME FROM THE LOVE STRONG ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF US. THIS POEM
IS THE KEY TO MY RELEASE FROM THE DIZZYING CYCLE OF LOVING, CRUSHING
DISAPOINTMENT, RESENTMENT, SELF-DOUBT, FANTASY, LOVING...TO END EATING
REJECTION AND
DRINKING DECEIT. TO
DEMOLISH THE THOUGHTS OF
SEARCHING A PLACE IN MY HEART THAT HASN'T BEEN
GROUND UP AND SPIT OUT BY YOU. TERMINATING THE WILL TO KEEP TRYING TO WIN A
LOSING
BATTLE FOR LOVE, RESPECT AND ACCEPTANCE.
WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION OR APPROVAL THIS POEM WILL SEND THOSE THOUGHTS RIGHT

BACK TO YOU.
GOOD LUCK.

 
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