Pictures in my mind, looking at the waterfalls, mist at the seams where all
my thoughts may be. I look upon the rainbow that goes over the waterfall,
wondering if I followed it, what would happen. As I walk up things begin to
change, as so do I because it has started to lightly rain. Leaves started
growing while my pain went away. Calmly music started to play. As I kept on
walking animals started to chirp while I kept walking. There were two paths,
one straight and one to the left. I kept going straight the way nature , a
sign welcoming me home and telling me who I am, I walked a tiny bit more, my
dream house appeared, with a man sitting on the step waiting so he can hear.
here he wonders is this my beloved? While he stands there. I stand there
looking at him wondering if this is home or a memory that I want true. The
man talks and says "Is it true?" Is it really you? are you my
destiny?" I keep walking and touch the man seeing if he is real,
feeling his bare chest made me feel light headed. He looks me in the eye and
says "I know it's true, the feel of your touch has told me, are
you the one I knew?" He gave me a hug and I hugged him back, wondering
if it could get any better then this. We walked into the house, and I looked
around all the questions I answered in my head, I found; It was a miracle
but I found what I wanted. A perfect life isolated from everyone. Tropical
rains and waterfalls too, a man that I love and a good job anew. I feel my
head spinning not knowing what to do. I hug my man and sit down on the couch
hugging him tight so I know he is real, not believe any of it is this real.
I guess I thought I couldn't really do it, but I finally found out what
I really did. I closed my eyes and opened them again everything was gone and
I was lying on my bed. Too bad that wasn't real, because I am dead.
Invisible to the world, nobody caring, I think I will reach for what my
allusion just said. I will do this alone if I have to, to be a success and
to be at my best. Thank you for being in my head, giving me ideas of what i
want best. Now I know what I want now and to live finally with happiness.
 
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