death hides what i have never truly seen why have u forsaken me i lie here
rocking in the breeze knowing soon ill be swept away by the cold falling
endlessly in the abyss i knew this would happen but still i let it i let
the pain take me for i knew i would have u for a little while at least i
miss love i miss hate i miss my sanity for it hides from me where i cant
find it just out of reach i feel power rushing through me although i cannot
control what i feel endlessly falling i feel scared and lost with you not
here with me but you are never here for me she is there to keep you warm
while i lie cold and lost she is there for your support while I'm here
falling into what i may never know I've cried for you i I've cried
for us but most of all i cry for love by which i may return but maybe there
is no return for those who wish for this i never wished this upon my self
but i wished for life and love but both now are lost to me as i sit here
rocking back and forth back and forth knowing i keep coming closer to the
edge although it drives to the limit the cliff to know you are with her but
what makes me jump isn't that but that you have chosen and it is not me
it is her her the devil the sadist the criminal the whore the BITCH the
real life killer the reaper of souls but not just any souls but mine and
most probably yours too I'm sorry she has done this to us but know
there is nothing i can do you have chosen her and i am now out of the
picture i am only falling falling to hell falling to life falling to sanity
which i will never reach I'm sorry i love you I'm sorry i care and
i am most sorry i couldn't save you from the clutches of darkness im
sorry im so sorry my love but i cant save you any more........
 
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