I feel like everyone treats me wrong.

I say things people don’t want to here,

I do things people don’t want to do.

I just want to finish school so I can be through.

I try my hardest not to make people mad.

Everything I do it turns out going bad.

I feel like no one wants me in there home.

The only thing I am afraid of is being alone.

I feel like no one wants me around and it hearts my heart.

I think every day a piece of me gets torn apart.

I feel so bad right now my whole body is weak.

Maybe that’s the reason why I don’t eat.

When I get mad now all I do is feast.

instead of acting like a fool and bringing out the beast.

Well right now I have to find out where I am going to live.

Maybe I am too nice because although I don’t have anywhere to stay I still
give.

There are a lot of things in this world I don’t understand.

I am almost 18 and I still don’t fully know how to be a man.

I try to learn from my mistakes so I could be better.

and I am trying to find a job so I could make that young cheddar.

I told myself once I leave home I was not coming back.

I am just trying to be a man of my word and that is that.

It is going to be hard being by myself.

I think that I could hang.

I am just going to have to learn to love myself and bare the pain.

I am a strong man even if I cry.

Some times that could be a good thing and that is no lie.

I am not going to sell drugs so I could die or go to jail.

I am not getting stuck in prison with no way to bail.

Why do I write poems instead of speaking out loud?

When I talk no body listens.

It does not matter if was up close or in a crowd.

 
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