Choke on your seeds for all the things you've said to me
Lock you out so you have only yourself to see

Break through the ice, watch as you slip and drown
Maybe then you'll know what it really feels like for me not to be
around

Nothing but nice words, soft kisses on your lips
Funny how a few innocent words could so easily slip

Turn your clear skies into nothing
Maybe then you'll think of something

Something you could have done, could have tried
Instead of making crude jokes, with all of your simple white lies

Cuts so deep, but all hidden within
Forget us, your never coming in

Knock on my door only to find rejection
Learn to see beyond your own nose, through other peoples perceptions

You walked away, saying you were only joking
Too bad you didnt see, it was my mind that you were choking

Past and present, old and new
Too many different times you've risked us being through

Promise after promise, I trusted you with your lies
Only do what you mean, never what you say right?

Blame myself to take the hate off of you
Never even saw what I was about to be put through

Nightmares haunting, tears run cold
My heart to you is what i've sold

Broken heart, blood turning black
All the nights stayed up wondering, what is it that I lack?

Your words twist together, binding me like rope
Watch as our relationship slowly falls down the slope

Is there a way to save it? I need to wake from this dream
Instead of holding back my
secret
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silent
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screams

 
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