you sit in silence...
i'm pickin my heart back up again...
the wound has broken open...
oh how it just gushes blood...
i could bleed to death...
you wouldn't hold me close...
would you?...
now it's growing cold...
my life is in your hands...
you still sit in silence...
nothing hurts more then loss of words...
nothing hurts more then those cryptic gestures...
nothing hurts more then those scornful glances...
now i cry alone in silence...
why do you choose...
to always make me confused...
my eyes are so irritated from crying...
i scream to get your attention...
gushing puddles of blood...
oh how i bled for your love...
i gave up everything...
just to be here now...
now i just wonder where is here...
why doesnt it make me happy anymore...
just simple little moments of lost conversation...
simple little gestures in your movement...
they drive me to hurt again...
you still sit in silence...
after i screamed my lungs bloody red...
you didn't hear a word i said...
to think..i'm still here...
to think...i still love you...
and i only have one question...why do you do this?
I sit in silence to wonder...
I'm openning my mind to see all situations...
Tell me why you choose silence...
Why don't you touch me anymore?...
What have I done to bring this on?...
Your eyes only blink...
No sudden movements ...
you've already shattered my perfect vision of you...
My emotions are already sprawled out on the floor...
do you think you could pick them up...
I don't know how to feel anymore...
So why do you always choose...
to let me lay here next to you confused...
while my heart is crushed...
and i can't even bring myself to cry anymore...
i only expect affection...
i only expect you to care...
your emotionless glance makes me choke...
i'm studdering over words...
your ignoring the present situation...
how i am yours...
i'm your burden...
your one true love...
or so you seem to say to me...
if all was true...
you would just try to talk to me...

 
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