My heart beats in my throat as my chest is crushed. How could you be so
sinister and yet so out of touch? I thought you wouldn’t hurt me, but I
was wrong. I loved you for all the wrong reasons, and now it’s all my
fault.

why must you taunt me for no reason why? And leave me to fall, cry, and
die. I thought I knew better but it happened again. I thought you were my
lover, I thought you were my friend? How could you betray me and leave me
all alone. You left me with nothing, not even a phone. Why do I feel so
alone and so out of touch , after all this I scream it’s enough.




My life is portrayed as a pitiful thing. You laugh and you mock me with no
sympathy.


I wonder why my life like this, I wonder why I never ended it. I always
think it was me instead of you, but now all I can see is right through you.
I wonder what has become of me.

Why do I punish myself, and do what you tell me. I had enough, it’s over,
it’s done. Until now, I have won. You can take your crap because this is
it. It’s finally over, so take back your shit.

 
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