I sit and wonder why,
Why Im not seen by you.
And why you makem me cry.
Im just so blue.
I feel as if you dont see me,
walking past you all the time.
I want to drown in the sea.
It feels like such a crime,
To be loving someone
That acts like you dont exist.
Now I hold this gun,
And clench my fist.
If I pulled the trigger,
You probally wouldent care.
I sit and wonder,
How this is not fair.
You go for the pretty ones,
Like you dont care.
Your the one who runs,
Runs after the looks.
And not the taste.
You dont help me pick up my books,
When we bumped into eachothers place.
You keep walking,
While laughing,
And talking,
With your friends.
Now I went threw all the times,
That you will never be mine.
So I slowly pull the trigger.
And I see a light,
In it is Jesus' face.
He tells me its alright,
And to stay in this place.
I tell him I dont want to,
So he takes my hand.
And now I know heaven is true,
And there I stand,
In a cloud.
Happy and proud,
Never to feel depressed agian.
 
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