People never are what you think they are
They always have something hiding
In my life ive learned so much
About life itself.. i didnt have a hunch
I dont know where i went wrong
Or what i did to get myself where i am
But it happend, and now im falling apart
Piece by piece i fall apart
Pieces hit the floor and crumble
I step on them making it worse
I feel like my life is just an on-going curse
I cant stop myself from feeling this way
Useless, defeated, and lost
For my life im paying the cost
To find myself once again, and be who i used to be
Do what i want to do, see what i want to see
I wont have to wake up and wish i was still alseep
I wont have to feel my poor little heart sink
I wont have to feel my way around..
..because tears are making my sight so blurry
If i could count all the times the tears were flowing
Id be standing in the rain
If i had to go back and relive everything
Id truely go insane
If i could watch myself go through life..
Id have to shut my eyes
If i could say anything to anyone
Id say - true happiness, eventually dies
If i could feel all the pain ive been through..
..id be suffering from loss of blood
I wouldnt be here.
Ive had enough strength to go through what ive came through
Im waiting for the light
After the storm
Where is it? i think it may be outta sight..
.. Or mabye its not coming..
.. Mabye its just going to get darker..
.. I dont know what ill do if it gets to where i cant see..
God hear me out
I need you more then ever
Where are you when i need you the most
Take my hand, and show me the way
Show me the sun to a better day
I want to smile.. i want to laugh
I want to be myself
Wild and free not a care on my mind
I want to look ahead, and quit looking behind
The past is so revolting
When i think of it i feel it in my stomach
I feel the pain and greif... i feel the sadness and tears
I find myself still running away from my fears..
I say i need to be the way i was..
And i say i can be strong, and do so
But i think that part of me is gone..
..I hope i can carry on
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