I'm so confused
I dont know what to do
part of me still wants him
but he was never there for me
i would call and call
he was never there
he says he loves me but i know its not true
if he loved me he would call
if he loved me i wouldnt be here right now crying for him
for how i cant see him
why cant it be like it was before
back when he said he thought of me every second of every day
back when i would look him in his beautiful eyes and he would just lean in
and kiss me for no reason at all
now i cant even see him
i cant call him
he doesnt even care now
but every time i try to let go of him....he traps me
he tells me he loves me and says he cares
and thats when i fall again
i fall for his trick
and every time i do he hurts me
but not this time
i will be happy again
i found the one that i want and he can do so much more than he did
and in my mind i will always remember how happy i was when u loved me too

by jessica walworth
 
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