Have you considered dying he asked?
I lived here to long and my life went to fast
Day in and day out, its been the same shit
Dealing with circumstances that yeilds no benefit
I ran for as far and as long as I could run
But this distance did nothing but attract me to a gun
Toxins were my friend for as long as I could remember
As soon as they returned I allmost felt better
20 minutes here and an hour there
I lost touch of my life and I wasn't going anywhere
So I was stuck in this hell hole for god knows how long
And id keep wishing and praying that it would be gone
When I was a kid i awoke with mom by my side
I had no worries then, i beleived everything would be fine
But realizing now that life is no game
Its taken childhood dreams of unconditional fame
If only I could compensate for my lost pride
If only i could live the life I dreamed and not have to hide
He asked again, this time with a smile
You dont feel my pain I said, i guess ill stay for awhile


 
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