Today is a day I wish to leave behind
Just like all of those in the past
I would give anything just to find..
A happy day at last
A day when my smiles..
I don't have to fake
Just to convince myself I am fine
A day without the everlasting pain..
that consumes all my time
I am tired of tears..
Streaming down my face
Without offering me a reason why
I used to find so much beauty in this place
But my eyes are now too tired to try
I sense that I am dying inside out
And that theres only so much time till the day
When my body gives into what my soul is about..
"the wish for the pain to go away"
So I sit here and think about the happy day
that I just cannot seem to find
And how I go through everyday in a painful way
Because the happy day left me behind..
 
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