I lie by saying I'm alright and that I'll be ok. But in reality,
this is taking hold of me. I can smile when I'm not around you. I try
so hard, I just can't control it. You ignore me and push me away when I
needed you most. You said you loved me. Like a fool, in love, I believed
you. Now that you put me through all this shit, I wouldn't be able to
tell if you had ever told me the truth. From day one, you've worn me
down. I never thought this pain would come. All the time we spent together
is pointless and now lost. Cuz of you, I'm screaming my lungs out and
bleeding till the blood is drained out. I have nightmares about you. I cry
for you. These nightmares, hateful dreams of fear...the hateful fear of
losing you...until you disappear...
 
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