The keys to my heart
Has been delegated to you
I give you my trust
Along with the one thing that matters
All I have is an endless dream
Nothing but a mere fantasy
I've been stuck in a centuries lust
I've been damned to a centuries lonliness
All I have left is you
Or the memory of you
I have trapped myself in believing that I love you
I have trapped myself in believing that you are the only one
But the truth is that you are the emobiment of the love I want
Not the person I want
I am using our friendship
As an excuse to be their for you
But I can never be there for you
Because I am always one step behind you
Picking up all your mistakes
When I see you with him
Its pains me because of the what if factor
What if that was me and you
Instead of you and him
What if you had the power to mend my heart
Instead of tearing it to shreds
Wait, I take that back
You are not the cause of the pain
Only the object of my affection
But I promise you
I will never cross that boundary
But instead I will wait
Wait a centuries time
Wait for the inevitable
Or wait for the impossible
But as I wait
I will not bore you with my problems
Instead I will spend an eternity
Thinking about what could have been


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